As I raised my hand on my lil' kid yesterday,guilt set in and bothered me thro' the night.It was an angry moment and friends coming over for lunch....did scold her and felt guilty through out the day.I guess more tolerance and patience has to achieved.Maybe Yoga will help.I have to stop talking and start doing now.Being a Doer is more good than just preaching.The truth dawned on me in the midnight.Got to re-experience the power of Yoga.....for being more confident,tolerant,patient and successful and change for the better and live purposefully in life with a whole new meaning.....where the dedicated mom makes her child to be more obedient,more listening and well behaved....maybe soft speaking will work....to make her unlike me...to make her more successful in life.....to make her unrebellious.....unlike me ........for the 10 years wasted in my life.....who's to blame....my laziness.,myself and only me.
The clear thinking has to set in and I hope it can be re-achieved thro' yoga to improve my physical ,mental,spiritual,social wellbeing....to be more tolerant towards everything and not venting anger on my kiddo......still the time has not ended...no one's pointing a gun and saying it's over...but no one's saying there is still a lot of time in this world of uncertainities.....the solution is now!!!Do it now,be a Doer not a talker!!!For a better You,a better life and a better clear thinker.
Do your duty and also take time out for yourself.....for exercising,meditating,socialising and doing things you like....that make you more happy,more tolerant and patient in life with a right attitude,a positive approach and a clear mind.Sorry to my kiddo and for repenting,I will have to change.....for a more confident kid and a more confident myself.
God help me in this venture..........to be my best in all ways........where I live for my kid.....to make her the best in all ways....to have quality time with her.......to make her a good individual in every way...parenting is taxing indeed.........this is the story of me,the story of many in this United States.......but there is a solution ahead,,inside each one of us to discover,experience and move on in life....amidst criticism and mockery.........to rise like a phoenix and fly high......to have a meaningful day each day ...than just gaining information,knowledge ...than just gossipping and socialising...than just cooking,eating and sleeping for hours......God give me the strength.....the realizing power..........
The clear thinking has to set in and I hope it can be re-achieved thro' yoga to improve my physical ,mental,spiritual,social wellbeing....to be more tolerant towards everything and not venting anger on my kiddo......still the time has not ended...no one's pointing a gun and saying it's over...but no one's saying there is still a lot of time in this world of uncertainities.....the solution is now!!!Do it now,be a Doer not a talker!!!For a better You,a better life and a better clear thinker.
Do your duty and also take time out for yourself.....for exercising,meditating,socialising and doing things you like....that make you more happy,more tolerant and patient in life with a right attitude,a positive approach and a clear mind.Sorry to my kiddo and for repenting,I will have to change.....for a more confident kid and a more confident myself.
God help me in this venture..........to be my best in all ways........where I live for my kid.....to make her the best in all ways....to have quality time with her.......to make her a good individual in every way...parenting is taxing indeed.........this is the story of me,the story of many in this United States.......but there is a solution ahead,,inside each one of us to discover,experience and move on in life....amidst criticism and mockery.........to rise like a phoenix and fly high......to have a meaningful day each day ...than just gaining information,knowledge ...than just gossipping and socialising...than just cooking,eating and sleeping for hours......God give me the strength.....the realizing power..........
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